2008.07.03

On the Church UnBound Conference

Yes, I am sitting in the  back of the room at the Church Unbound Conference with a mind and spirit swirling with many ideas and thoughts.  As I have been listening to all this deep reflection on change and transformation, I wonder how "bound" we really are?  More than once, I have been reminded of some conversations that I have had in the  past about what it means to be racial/ethnic in a church that is predominately white.  Specifically, how do we deal with power, powerlessness and institutional change?

When it comes to being bound, at some level and at some point, the bound submit their will to be unbound to those who bind.  Okay enough with the "binding" metaphor, but you get what I mean.  Sometimes we find refuge in a system that really has no real power to control us.  There is false barrier that, at best, holds us back because stepping out would be too hard and, at worst, we are bad stewards of power and authority that we do have but refuse to use.

The speakers at The Church Unbound, for the most part this has been greatly motivational.  There has been language given to what folks may be thinking regarding the church, solidarity is being built between like worldviews and there is a visible manifestation of the movement that I think is taking hold of the church.

But how real is this idea that we are bound?  Is the greater church still fighting back as hard as we would like to think it is?  Are we using what power and authority we DO have to its fullest ability?

Or, is it now time to move from the perspective of the "outsider" looking through the window to those who are slowly being given the keys to the house?

There was a time when I used to get REALLY upset when I was placed on some committee because they needed a brown person.  At one point I was complaining about this to one of my mentors and they said to me, "You are only as token, as you allow yourself to be."

And while I certainly do not want to downplay or dismiss the struggles that so many face in trying to instigate and nurture change and transformation, but at the same time, we need be careful not to hand over the power that has been subtly, blatantly and/or unknowingly been placed in our minds.

There will be a time when context, skills and the Spirit converge where we will each be called to, . . . be the change that we hope to see in the world. Is now the time?  I hope so.

2008.02.22

"Not For Sale" Campaign Bay Area Gathering

For anyone who can make this meeting, this is a great opportunity to get invovled with modern day slavery issues.  This is a note from Mark Wexler who has spoken at MBCC before.  I can't be there, but hope others will help get the word out.
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Hello Everyone:

For those of you that have been to past meetings we have decided to completely recalibrate our focus.

I will be personally running a concise meeting with the goal of casting a vision for *action* in the Bay Area for 2008. Our hope is that 2008 will be a year in which we, as a coalition:

  • continue to "map" (locate, expose, and root out) possible trafficking hotspots in the Bay Area -- throughout the year we plan on conducting training seminars on how to actually "map slavery in the Bay Area", "open
  • source activism" and "smart activism".
  • continue to make positive in-roads into local gov't structure and with local policymakers
  • coordinate action based upon individual strengths, talents, gifts, occupational positions, and passion
  • advance growth of the local network by garnering further grassroots support for prevention, intervention and, of course, survivors

I very much hope you can make it.

WHAT: 2008 Action Plan
WHERE: University of San Francisco, FROMM HALL, Broad Room (kid friendly)
WHEN: Wednesday, 2.27.08 @ 7PM
WHO: Open to anyone and everyone... Spread the word as you see fit.

Best,
Mark A. Wexler
www.NotforSaleCampaign.org
Co-Founder & Managing Director, Not for Sale Campaign
Director, Abolitionist Church Network

2008.01.16

Like the world needs another MacWorld Expo post

Photo_46_2 Yep, that's me sitting ironically sitting in the Microsoft Blogger Lounge here at the 2008 MacWorld Expo.   As I was on the muni this AM on my way here, I was practically giddy.  Irrational, childish, geeky, call it what you will, if you are a Mac person, this is as good as it gets.  After the last few weeks of crazy culminating with last night's festivities, it is great to just walk around without a purpose, other than to gawk and grab freebies of which there is not as much as I would have expected.  Oh well.

I look forward to seeing people's lists from the MacWorld Expo experience as there are always some great software announcements, but here are a few "reviews" from the first part of my day.

LiveWorship - Anyone use it?  I am not particularly fond of MediaShout and disparately want the church to go Mac.  The folks were really helpful and pointed out some key differences between MediaShout and LiveWorship.  May give it a go.

Electronic Frontier Foundation - If you are a non-profit, I'll always listen to the schpeal.  EFF - Protecting Rights and Promoting Freedom on th Electronic Frontier - seems like a good group to go with your Creative Commons License.

Susteen/DataPilot - TACKY.  Really?  Miniskirts, tight t-shirts and pumps?!?!?  Now I am the last person to claim Mac people to not thrive on outward imagery, but this is not it. 

It is good to switch bubbles if not for a few hours.

2008.01.15

Jesus owes me big time

Okay, so tonight it finally happens.  All the talk, all the prep, all the reconnecting with friends and asking folks to give up even more time to something as crazy as a denominational moderator election.  5:30 today, it happens.  SF Presbytery will decide on whether or not they will endorse me to stand for Moderator of the 218th General Assembly of the PC(USA)

Approved or not, the journey really has been a lot of fun even before it has become official in any sense.  Thanks to those who have helped me discern, pushed a little and have been the voices, faces and eMails of Christ for me over the past six months.

Yeah, yeah, in some ways this is HUGE: this under-40, pomo, urban, pastor looks create some movement for a 2million+ member denomination.  And yeah, yeah, in so many ways it is pretty insignificant in the whole scheme of the things.  Sitting with both voices in my head, I am.

If this should happen it all begins with some kind of sacrifice, willingly done, but a sacrifice nonetheless.

Mine begins with the fact that I have a ticket to opening day of MacWorld, but because of this whole moderator thing, I can't go until tomorrow.  Oh the sacrifices we make in the name of Jesus ;-)

Sad macboy, I'll try not to let it show at Presbytery today ;-)

And, if you care, check back on this blog at 8:00 Cali time to see how it went.

Say a little prayer that God's will be done AND we recognize it for what it is, not just for the moderator endorsement, but for our decisions regarding the ordination of Lisa Larges.

2007.11.28

SF Bay Area Abolitionists Meet 2nite

12.01.07 UPDATE: Great follow-up post with some good links from Vox en Machina.

Notforsale
www.notforsalecampaign.org

This is totally last minute, but if folks can make it, GREAT!  If you are not from the SF Bay Area, check out the campaign, odds are there is a chapter near you!  Hope to see you there!

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What:
The first Abolitionist Coalition meeting of the San Francisco Bay Area.
Where: Cafe International is at 508 Haight Street (cross street Fillmore)
When: The meeting is this Wednesday, Nov 28th at 6pm.

Why: It’s time for all the Bay Area abolitionists to meet each other! We’re calling on all faith communities, university/law students, business leaders, NGOs, governmental leaders, and any individual to join the Not for Sale Campaign at Café International this Wednesday evening.

The Not for Sale Campaign is aiming to build the Abolitionist Coalition meeting into a monthly affair where Bay Area abolitionists come together to coordinate action to combat human trafficking and modern slavery in the San Francisco Bay Area.

We apologize for the short notice time. In the future we’ll definitely give a greater head’s up time, but we think it’s best to get the first Coalition Meeting in before the holidays really rev into high gear.

Any questions please feel free to contact me Mark Wexler.

2007.10.08

Hello Austin

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Arrived safely in Austin.  Admittedly I have not seen much more than the journey from the airport to Austin Presbyterian Theological Seminary, but three initial thoughts:

  1. What's up with this humidity thing?
  2. What up with the 50's living room?
  3. I love my "Young" Urban Pastor friends!

Hook 'em horns!

2007.04.13

Make the baby Jesus Happy!

Sfaidswalk07_3 It is REALLY a shameless plug to seek sponsors for a walk that goes towards AIDS research?  I think not!  If you have a ducket or two to spare, mosey on over to the RCP Family Pledge Page and make the baby Jesus happy ;-)  If you happen to  be in SF Bay Area and are looking for  team to be a part of, you are welcome to join our multi-church team, "Presbyterians Fighting AIDS," Team #1057.  If you have more questions please contact our fearless organizer, Marc.

2007.02.03

Final Mainline Emergent/s Reflection

Last post about the Mainline Emergent/s I swear . . . but just have to say a few things.  This will be quick because I am TOTALLY using this as a life/work diversion . . .

What FED MY SOUL . . .

  • It was good to get away and reconnect with some of the most amazing people in ministry.  I so value our times of laughing at inappropriate humor, talking about ministry, sharing our lives and then laughing a little lot more.  Kelly, Jud, WonHo, Jen and new friend, Nanatte, THANK YOU!
  • Reconnecting with Peter Choi and Meeting blogosphere friend David Park, who, from his bio, can't keep a job ;-)
  • While not as superfantabulous as SF, Decatur was a cool little town: Java Monkey and Brick Store Pub are too cool!
  • The conversations around doing/being church in new/different/authentic and yes emerging ways is always refreshing.
  • There are some great Presbyterians who are not just thinking about all of this, but putting some ministry teeth behind the thinking! Ministry teeth?

What GAVE ME PAUSE . . .

  • The tone of the event was not as positive as in past events.  I don't know if it was the attendees, the presenters or the setting, but I just didn't feel engaged.  Much more of a conference and less a conversation;
  • It seemed like much of the conversation was about proving the validity of the emerging church approach to ministry.  While I certainly don't know the opinions of everyone there, at times the tone seemed unnecessarily confrontational.  While I would have loved to talk about how/where both approaches might be merging and meeting, much of the time felt very much like "us" against "them" with some of us left in the middle.  Not sure why this was, but I feel like we missed a huge opportunity to explore what might be next for the emergents and the mainliners.
  • Why was Atlanta so friggin' cold?!?!?!?!?  Freezing rain?!?!?!

Conversate on my friends!

2007.01.31

Mainline Emergent/s - Day 2 - Observations on Race

Day two of the Mainline Emergent/s was again, if not earth-shattering, meaningful.   As I reflect on my time at this event, I think the excitement that I am NOT feeling is more about my expectations of the event (more later) than the actual content.  Still the friendships nurtured at places like The Brick Store Pub are invaluable.

Two highlights of Day 2

  1. Best quote of the day came from the presentation by Diana Butler Bass when she told a story about a young person who was observing a church fight over the virgin birth.  His response, "The virgin birth is so beautiful that is has to be true whether or it happened or not."  Bass used this to illustrate the way that divergent world views perceive truth/reality/faith.  Good stuff.
  2. Doug Pagett talked about how we relate as communities.  The diagrams were very helpful and I'll update the link when I find it.
  • Bounded Sets where we set the boundaries and those within those boundaries are part of the community;
  • Center Sets where Christ is in the middle and all else flows from the center, regardless of where it goes;
  • Relational Sets where community is about inter-relational connections.  A kind of Six Degrees of separation;

The other thing worth reflecting on was the Workshop that I attended, "Emerging Issues in Theological and Cultural Diversity" lead by Jay Voorhees and Tim Hartman (deftly handled BTW).  We did talk about a great many aspects of diversity: theological, ethnic, socioeconomic, etc., but I wanted to make an observation about the issue of Race/Ethnicity within the emergent movement.  I realize this is a complex issue that is actually handled better in face-to-face conversations so I am only make some observations and a suggestion.

My reflections come out of one thread of the conversation that took place during the workshop.  We began talking about the "Modern" structural solution to issues of racism and sexism, the "boxes" or "baskets" that we so easily put people into to define their worth and usefulness to the system.  While helpful to be intentional about righting injustice for a certain period of time, most felt like there must be a new/better/emergent way to address issues of racial/ethnic diversity in the church.  I TOTALLY agree!

But . . . and isn't there always a "but" ----  my observation has been that the postmodern or emergent response to issues of diversity takes place in one general way.   Because we take all contexts seriously, all types of diversity and how we approach them are given equal weight.  Whether it be  visible diversity of gender or race or more subtle diversity such as class, theological perspectives, etc. there is this sense that we should approach both types in the same way.  This is where I think there needs to be some adjustment.  The response I have heard from some self-proclaimed emergents is more savvy than a "I am Color-Blind" posture, but more of a "I am not going to make assumptions about one's context, because they are [blank]."  On the outside, this makes sense, and maybe for diversity issues such as theological perspective or socio-economics this is the way to go.  But, when it comes to race and gender, I think we are required to do more work than see the other as a blank slate, no matter how much value one places upon that slate.  As an Asian-American - and self-proclaimed postmodern, urban, presbyterian emergent - I do not want to be seen as a blank slate.  I want to enter into a circumstance where "Cultural Compentancy" reigns as the norm; where we understand the context/story from where one comes without making the turn towards stereotyping and uninformed assumptions.  For me, my experience as an Asian-American has required me to be culturally competent, if for no other reason that to gauge the relative emotional/physical safety of situations.  When I walk into a room, I try to value the visual/audio/contextual cues I received so that I can engage more meaningful and appropriate interactions with others.

While this observation is subtle, I think it does have something to do with why there are not more visible Racial Ethnic emergents.  The critical mass of the movement has yet to show to many Racial Ethnic folks that this is any more than one more growth strategy of the dominant church.  And while this does seem a bit cynical this is a real perception.  But - and now the good but - I think the overall approach and posture of the emergent movement has GREAT potential to change this perception.  As an Asian-American, I have found great release and "exhaling" as I have found voice and vernacular for my  own emergent self.  I am in no way alone in this, there are many who need the same kind of opportunity and experience.  The Emergent Movement just needs to find ways to actually live out a cultural competency that that will in turn develop into a Emerging Diversity.  I have trust that given time and more conversations this will take place . . . it has to.

Lastly, re-met Nanette Sawyer from Wicker Park Grace who is do/being some pretty cool/meaningful ministry in Chicago!

2007.01.30

Death and Life in Decatur

2_1 Pretty excited this AM as I get ready to head off to the Mainline Emergent/s conversation here in the freakin' cold South. What's up with that?!?!?!?  Anyway, couldn't help but have a few giggles when I opened my window and realized what a view I have from my window.  Yes, that's right, the Decatur Cemetery there to greet me every day.  Now nothing against the dead folks, but come on that is funny . . . morning saints!

But life rings abundant here in Decatur as I look forward to seeing old friends and meeting some new folks.  So nice to go to a church event where the main topics is NOT, "Boohoo . . . we're dying!"  Smell a little desperation anyone?  It is also is interesting to go to these emergent gatherings because I am not longer one of those whiny, complaining young pastors.  In fact, like my experience in SF where it's liberal context makes me downright moderate, at times in the midst of the Postmodern/Emergent church conversation, I feel a tad bit stogy holding on to some of the establishment/institutional values.  Well, h-e-double-hockey-sticks, so be it!   I am almost to my late 30's so I will claim my cardigan sweater, 8:00pm bedtime and grunting.  Just like in SF where I would vote for emancipatory progress but not anarchy, I think the Emergent Movement must find it's middle road from where the body of Christ can have a sense of forward-movement, stability and peace in the midst of the storms of the world.  I think the conversations that will be had this week around the mainline churches will be pretty darn meaningful as we move towards that place . . . now that is life!

I think I am supposed to be live blogging as well, but since I also like to interact with actual humanoid organisms in a face-to-face manner, I'll blog as the moments present themselves or I the humans being to bore me ;-)

Hey if you are at the Emergent Event and are online as well, IM me (brucereyeschow - AIM or YIM)  I'm the one with the laptop, goatee, trendy glasses, good hair, snarky demeanor and a love for Jesus.  Damn . . . there are like a billion of us here ;-)

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  • Quote "Peace"
    “Peace it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart.”
  • Benediction
    Thank to all who have asked for this. This is a compilation of many different benedictions that I have heard throughout the years, no originality claimed, just some great opportunities to share it.

    Go forth into the world
    With compassion and justice in your heart
    Give voice to the silent
    Give strength to the weak
    See one another
    Hear one another
    Care for one another
    And love one another
    It's all that easy
    And it's all that hard

    Now may the grace of our Lord, Jesus Christ
    The love of God
    And the power of the Holy Spirit
    Be with us all, now and forever more
    AMEN

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